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Feb. 18th, 2014 06:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
toldbyafool[Filter: Nick]
Guess what!
I'm still here! I'm going to keep on talking to you even if you ignore me, because I am still here.
And I'm still going to be here because you know what? I refuse to accept what you told me. You were trying to chase me off. I get that now. I reread the whole thing and boy, Nick, did you ever try too hard. You're really determined to convince me you're a bastard, because ...
That's the part I don't get! Because why?
To prove you were right? To make a point? But we'd had so many conversations! And that's the thing, something about this really sits weird. I'm not sure what it is and I'm probably going to go back and look, but something about everything you've said, why say that now? That wasn't the first time I'd talked about you on here, you know! Albeit it was the first time I'd named you and whatever other time I talked about you probably got erased because these stupid Dragonsdamned books.
I shouldn't really say Dragonsdamned anymore if the Dragons are in Megam, should I, ha ha. What do you make of all that, by the way? Ema thinks it's insane, she's swearing up and down it can't be true. I still can't really believe it's happening. Or that we didn't hear about it sooner! I mean, if the Dragons really did descend, you'd think they'd tell the entire world, right?
I don't know but I sure have a lot to answer for if they really did descend! I am a drunkard, as you observed, and that's not even the worst of my sins! So I guess I'm going to hell.
I slept with someone on Rose Day! A man, actually. There's a big sin for you! I was hoping you'd get the hint. Maybe I was being petty. Probably was being petty, looking back at that entry now. But it didn't work! The point is, please, Nick, you want to talk about seduction. You want to talk about perversion! Please. You think I'm really still an innocent pure child living in a man's body? That's definitely the sense I got from talking with you, you seemed mortified that I was even drinking! Just because I'm an optimist doesn't mean I'm untainted. So you can shut up about that.
Also if Ashton really fucked you when you were still practically a child, he's a pervert and I'm going to have him arrested. Lady Eliza is on these books, you know, I'm sure she'd be all too happy to get rid of another stain on Dentoria, I bet she's really eager to find and get rid of every piece of trash like him after what happened to the Princess.
I could keep writing if you want me to. I know you're there. I know you're reading this.
Guess what!
I'm still here! I'm going to keep on talking to you even if you ignore me, because I am still here.
And I'm still going to be here because you know what? I refuse to accept what you told me. You were trying to chase me off. I get that now. I reread the whole thing and boy, Nick, did you ever try too hard. You're really determined to convince me you're a bastard, because ...
That's the part I don't get! Because why?
To prove you were right? To make a point? But we'd had so many conversations! And that's the thing, something about this really sits weird. I'm not sure what it is and I'm probably going to go back and look, but something about everything you've said, why say that now? That wasn't the first time I'd talked about you on here, you know! Albeit it was the first time I'd named you and whatever other time I talked about you probably got erased because these stupid Dragonsdamned books.
I shouldn't really say Dragonsdamned anymore if the Dragons are in Megam, should I, ha ha. What do you make of all that, by the way? Ema thinks it's insane, she's swearing up and down it can't be true. I still can't really believe it's happening. Or that we didn't hear about it sooner! I mean, if the Dragons really did descend, you'd think they'd tell the entire world, right?
I don't know but I sure have a lot to answer for if they really did descend! I am a drunkard, as you observed, and that's not even the worst of my sins! So I guess I'm going to hell.
I slept with someone on Rose Day! A man, actually. There's a big sin for you! I was hoping you'd get the hint. Maybe I was being petty. Probably was being petty, looking back at that entry now. But it didn't work! The point is, please, Nick, you want to talk about seduction. You want to talk about perversion! Please. You think I'm really still an innocent pure child living in a man's body? That's definitely the sense I got from talking with you, you seemed mortified that I was even drinking! Just because I'm an optimist doesn't mean I'm untainted. So you can shut up about that.
Also if Ashton really fucked you when you were still practically a child, he's a pervert and I'm going to have him arrested. Lady Eliza is on these books, you know, I'm sure she'd be all too happy to get rid of another stain on Dentoria, I bet she's really eager to find and get rid of every piece of trash like him after what happened to the Princess.
I could keep writing if you want me to. I know you're there. I know you're reading this.
