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Jan. 22nd, 2013 04:53 pmWell, the play is almost over!
I think I've been doing well enough, honestly. The directors definitely took a chance on me and they haven't stopped reminding me of that fact even once. They keep telling me that Temair isn't use to actors like me and that maybe I'm pouring it on a little thick! But really, whose fault is it that this place is full of a bunch of uptight --
Ugh.
I shouldn't! I'm calm! Positivity!
It's just that the show hasn't gone ... as well as I hoped! Temairans don't realize what a good opportunity they have in the theater! They just don't! There have been a couple good shows, but never a full house, and if they find a way to blame this on me ...
Right.
Positivity.
We still have about a week before our last show, so I guess there could always be a turnaround! I've been trying and trying to get my family to come out and see the show, but Dad always says it's not really his sort of thing, and I suppose he's right. And Mom, well, I guess I can't blame her either. And I've tried talking it up to some of the people that come by, but nothing! They all raise their eyebrows and say "well that's very nice, Benjamin, we'll certainly consider it," but we all know that means they think I'm crazy.
I miss Eblar.
I think I've been doing well enough, honestly. The directors definitely took a chance on me and they haven't stopped reminding me of that fact even once. They keep telling me that Temair isn't use to actors like me and that maybe I'm pouring it on a little thick! But really, whose fault is it that this place is full of a bunch of uptight --
Ugh.
I shouldn't! I'm calm! Positivity!
It's just that the show hasn't gone ... as well as I hoped! Temairans don't realize what a good opportunity they have in the theater! They just don't! There have been a couple good shows, but never a full house, and if they find a way to blame this on me ...
Right.
Positivity.
We still have about a week before our last show, so I guess there could always be a turnaround! I've been trying and trying to get my family to come out and see the show, but Dad always says it's not really his sort of thing, and I suppose he's right. And Mom, well, I guess I can't blame her either. And I've tried talking it up to some of the people that come by, but nothing! They all raise their eyebrows and say "well that's very nice, Benjamin, we'll certainly consider it," but we all know that means they think I'm crazy.
I miss Eblar.
